I have spent this weekend eating.  Loading my face with all sorts of junk food.  In fact just thinking about food at the moment makes me feel sickly.  But it was worth it.  Tomorrow begins the two week pre-surgery preparation diet.  Two weeks of Optifast and vegetables.  Woo hoo!

It’s funny but all day I’ve had flashes of “this is it, no turning back”.  Time seems to be moving so quickly at the moment.  Already I’ve had to add 2010 to my whiteboard calendar.  Christmas is just around the corner.  All this and I’m having major life changing surgery.  Nothing like everything happening at once to take your mind off the big things.

I’m feeling… mixed about the next two weeks.  I believe I can do it, but I know it’s going to have it’s difficult moments.  I’m prepared for the struggle.  I’m also prepared to be pleasantly surprised.  So who knows, that first milkshake tomorrow morning may just be divine.

PS. Wanna know what my last meal was?

Double Quaterpounder with Large Fries – and it was goooooooood.